I'm not up for talking a lot tonight, so I'll give a quick rundown of what happened in the past couple weeks. Girlfriend and I are now broken up, I'm still hopelessly in love with Tiffany. Tiffany came over to hang out last weekend, which was interesting. We made out, she jacked me off a bit, I sucked on her tits. It was amazing. Been thinking about it every day since. But she just wants to be friends, said she felt nothing when we kissed. So I'm kind of broken-hearted right now. I mean, I knew this was going to happen. I get friend-zoned constantly. It just hurts. I keep hoping that she'll come around and I keep getting kicked. Hope just needs to die forever. So I've been an emotional wreck lately. I've been considering cutting myself to ease the pain. I'm sitting here with a knife in hand that I've been dragging across my skin. My shoulders, of course. Not my wrists. Way too noticeable. But shoulder skin is thick and tough to break. I'm not exactly a fan of pain, so I really don't want to have to dig far to get some blood. This sucks.
That's it for now, going off the deep end.
- K
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